Ꝋ𐌋𐌉ᕓ𐌉𐌀 𐌌ꝊꝊ𐌓𐌄

Get um 

Ready to go 

I like the job I just fear outside circumstances may create in me a social model n I don't need that disabling me

I'm comfortable anywhere at the end of the day I just wanna go home 

I don't do judgement w out examining character 

See what I can do in the new year

Making myself some sugar plums 

Anyway just getting my Christmas tree up

I got God to worship so

I'm good 🟰

➗

Whatever it is I didn't send it

Go ahead n hang a fern

I'm on a fast

Getting mama breakfast I don't eat fast food

Pretty sure that's my favorite never unheard

Not far as I can tell

I know I love um you can't tell lol

I haven't changed my mind 

I don't have time for it

Yeah n I don't want warts

Yeah well you can fry up ya ass cheeks n throw um in the trash

We aren't doing anything to profit here

That's the way it's gonna be n idgad who don't like it

Salt I don't get in a curry I k n o w what I worship or I don't worship

Yeah I already don't feel good my neck a n d my knee hurt

I'm good I don't argue 🟰

I just wanna be left alone especially on the weekends 

Just chilling heading to Walmart 

It was an accident I mean there was nothing I could do maybe something I could have done but I'm not God so I can't be accounted to be perfect 

Proverbs 20:30

It be better w my soul not sacrificed but surrendered 

Ppl don't need to wait n watch for calamity

Right I need Jesus watching over me not ppl waiting n watching for a wreck

Because if things don't work out a certain way it means they never should I know yeah I know it why I don't augur that situation 

Nooooooooo I don't augur that out of context at all

I do have gratitude 

Yeah I definitely don't augur out of context to what be biblical 

I don't augur anything out of context

Won't be long n I'm gonna lay down 

Well idk what I'm capable of almost doing i only know everything within context

Because I jerked the wheel and it was like I tore ligaments all in my shoulder n neck to shreds

I'm not hasty about much I don't augur over anything because I was hurting s o bad yesterday when I got off work I was thinking it was getting worse but today I felt better 

Got a sacral fracture too so it hurts still but it is healing well or at least i pray so

I'm resilient not more than God but still I'm doing much better thinking much better I owe everything to Jesus

That happened October 11th I totalled my car

I've come a long way

Knee still hurts but much better 

R.I.C.E

Idk but I got to work so

Yeah all thats gonna happen for me 

I've got more space now idk I just don't wanna have to give up I wanna move forward 

I'm a hard worker I look up to me

I need to continue working I have s o many bills 

I need a ride idk if I'll be getting one I'm trying to work on it

Got too much going on I have court Tuesday I'm kind of scared about it I'm still praying it goes well 😭🙏🏻

Like I say momentum 

Like I say I haven't been able to laugh lately n it just crossed my mind I couldn't help it

I wasn't laughing at anybody just thinking about something was funny at the time

Two more hours n we can go home :)

I'm ready to go I'm tired 

Yeah I was JK just funny momentum is all

I don't but I mean Im praying 

The "bondage of the Egyptians" refers to the period of enslavement and hard labor experienced by the Israelites in ancient Egypt, as described in the biblical book of Exodus.

I pray we have a happy n safe night

I'm going to bed

How do you like my shirt

Please forgive me I've been busy had so much going on

Yeah but I only wanna preserve ..... N nobody else wants to 

Jesus please don't let me want it

Hey it's cool we can wear what we want do what we want just be yourself don't let me change you because I couldn't live w out bullshit in my life

I am s o tired I mean like completely sound

I don't e v e r wanna question my blessings 

Anyway it's cooling off I'm bringing my jacket tomorrow 

Anyway I'll see you in the a.m

I don't want it to be so

None of it's funny to me though n I don't want our damn pride thicken 🍗

I don't wanna feel defiled n don't want my bed defiled

I am s o aggravated 

Jesus is King 👑

Just keep it outta stave if I wanted a grave id have one

Here I am trying to change my life n ppl all up on me wagging dicks

Been a couple of us do it it's v e r y aggravating it's insulting

Idc keep that gravely ass bull o u t of my stave do not stand close to my vertical uprising 

I'm not pointing fingers but could ppl p l e a s e in Jesus holy name s t o p walking up on me w their penis area like right by my hand n stuff it's making me v e r y uncomfortable 

I just don't know how I'm going to afford a vehicle n stuff

Lord Jesus please watch over us please take care of us 🙏🏻

Shivver me timbers

🙏🏻

Coming on down

I don't wanna be around so much as spiderweb right now

I was 190 lbs I'm 172 now 

Been working for four months now doing good had it not been for the wreck  it put me out of work some but I'm still hoping n praying to make it w my job🙏🏻

I'm resilient but not more than God you know I'm still injured so I don't wanna haste or be rash about a n y thing right now

I know we would have why I say thank God I know it'll never happen again not the way this happened 

I've got a sacral fracture n I think my knee is fractured too

I'm probably gonna try to get on the elliptical n take an ice bath 

I think it's just because I haven't moved w agility for two weeks and my bones n muscles wanna move

I'm healing but I'm starting to a c h e

My fat face is going away 

It's a wonder yeah it sure is definitely is 

Right now I just wanna clear all areas I'm in prayer for my knee 

Tired of that nonsense

No can do I'm resting this weekend 

I know I'm so sick of it 🌎

Horrible place to live

In this way I'm only serving God 

I don't think it'll require surgery it's just hard to bend n lift

I'm so glad it's Friday I'm moving around a little bit better now

I wish I was my boo he's a d o l l I know

Anyway I hope next week is better for me

My knee is completely knumb

I'm jealous of our ability right now because I wanna move w agility too

Idc what they do anyway my blood pressure is 106/80 isn't that a praise I'm so happy it's reached normalcy 

Jesus m y Jesus m y Lord

Yeah well leave w it I'm walking in the living God

Let um leave w it 

They can all go #spiritualhymn

I'm sick of us

Well I mean how many do I n e e d

Jesus is the only one I need communication w right now 

Not sacrificed but surrendered 

Anyway I gotta find me a job on the weekend too 

Yeah n look what happened to me

Protecting the Holy Ghost 👏🏻🙏🏻

Too much has happened it's intolerable at this time at all times 

CHATter 👏🏻

Wizards that chirp and MUTTER,👏🏻

Thanks God I'm sick of it I hope well become more productive now that you've answered prayer and it did not take long a t all 🙏🏻

Boneyards are ash right now because of Jesus 

Our usual greed

Yeah since we all over idols

God right now so

Seatbelt t o r e me u p

Letting everyone beat to their o w n drum it's nothing to do w m e so 

Yeah I know n I'm not gonna braise beef I'm keeping fish plate

Last night my heart was s o enlarged ❤️

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Vibes

Anyway it's a nice one 

Not much just got off work gotta get my elliptical where I can get on it did I say I got an elliptical at a yard sale for $50

Still snug but I did get them buttoned size 32

Just don't worry about it

I'm trying to stay busy

I'm w my mom n sister up town and my nephew 

365 days later.......  

Anyway I'm in the lab for another week 

Just chilling I'm ready to lay d o w n

Idk what to tell us but I damn sure don't want us

I don't want any apostle pauls

Free spirit not a lingering soul

See what I mean it just cleans up your conscience and everything so freeing why I hope to continue in it w my best foot forward

Idk but that right there was all that mattered :

I'm starting over starting new this week

Yeah I know I'm not gonna be in the mood for all that this week 

Right now I'm doing a hair treatment and a facial

I hope they keep me in the lab this week 

Heading to the gym to workout n get a massage 

Got me a neck fan I needed it

Idk but I love my necklace they had a pink one too I just like the clear because it matches everything 

It's in perfect condition 

I snagged this cute bag for $5

Ittin that a beauty I got it at the flea market in Savannah 

Yeah I mean I don't care anymore this is how I wanna live so I won't have to fuck w us

I don't want any run ins with non profit n profit organizations government any of it like I say I don't want us colonizing m y government 

I don't have anything to say nothing but a bunch of fucking omsbudsman 

None of us do why I'm minding my own damn business 

Handing it whale while we fish ✋🏻🐳

Ready to get home 

Just chillin 

12 I was a 16

O k 

They d o fit

Minding my own business I'm ready to go we're finished for the day I'm ready to rap this up n get home

Just bought some cute clothes

Yeah well I hate to tell you I don't wanna be pestered

I don't a t all anyway I'm tired 

Tired don't want mites in cross I don't wanna be b u g g e d

Pretty damn ardent

Staying off Facebook that way it don't take business to make business 

I got some facial spray but that rose in it just heats it up

Straight I'm good 

I plan on staying an hour like two three times a week but tonight I am s o tired 

I wanna do the hydro massage

I'm here lol

I know be all up in the bed lazy other ppl do it every day

That's the mode

I was going to go to the gym n get my membership but I'm so tired today 

H e a t

I don't believe in being online when I'm at work I don't mind it on weekends but I can't get upset or anything and lose my job

Anyway that's hard work I did today I'm tired 

Anyway just ready to get home I'm hungry 

Well look on the bright side at least maybe you won't be over here 

Tired I know 

We're not special we're equal and I'm straight ➖

I don't like breaking the terms of the agreement 

We had made an agreement to a no contact and they break the order of law we agreed to

I like to be in a place where I can keep my composure 

Not much I'm at work 

Exhaustion of domestic 

I'm sure there are ppl that don't like me n I'ma avoid them like I avoid our ass and work n come home

We did two laps around the circle I walked until my shins burned I'll go up n stretch it to three tomorrow I'd like to get up to five

You know how ppl get more excited about what somebody else does than what t h e y do yeah I can't take any more of it 

Yeah trust me it's a huge difference when you don't have to walk 10 jack Russel terriers w you 

If I do I don't post it that way I can enjoy it more

Oh yeah it's fine to watch fine to listen until narcissist want a spiritual "bond"

I can t e l l the difference in life trust me there a r e results found in staying off of social media 

I don't have to follow it I want it o u t of my life not i n it because I disbelieve it

That stuffs crazy to me like I wanna keep my peace of mind I don't wanna follow it don't want it following me I don't hold a belief in a n y of it

Just letting every bit of it choke up until it withers completely 

All that is gonna choke up n wither I told you I do n o t care 

I don't n wont ever be around to have to

I know God works in mysterious ways and I know that if I put in some effort I'll see results I just don't think God wants to see me being lazy in it I think he wants me to t r y

It just takes so long to get it off I think walking in the afternoons will help ease my mind and get the weight down 

I did lose some I was 189

I'm on a medicine that keeps me at a heavy weight I'm gonna h a v e to buckle down n diet n exercise n drink water I really want to get this weight off 

Gotta make an appointment at the gyn Dr and dermatologist pretty good insurance 

(big)

I'm going to keep this up n running as long as I can but I'll be offline 

Idk this blog helps me vent but I can maintain a self control it helps me truly does

I'm just gonna walk around this little subdivision in front of where I live I see a bunch of ppl doing it so

This is a lovely trail but I won't go it alone a n d it's hard to get anyone to go

I'm waiting on it to cool off then I'm gonna go walking I gotta get me a gym membership b u t I gotta get tiibii seen about n all first 

Not much on the home front I've got a get tiibii to the vet she's got some swelling n stuff I'm worried about her I love her dearly 

I know because a l l I want is a personal blog I don't need it promoted any of that just for m y enjoyment my personal use that's why I have it offline

Idk but I'm not sitting at or taking  "communion" w us

Yeah idc about us blending more bull trust me potatoes get hash not mash 

See what I mean just stuff that could be avoided completely 

Oh I don't n furthermore they gone beg n beg for it but it'll have n o place to take root 

I won't even do t h a t much we just gone lack prophecies

Yeah I know n won't give it any place to root or profit

I'm gonna start walking this afternoon I've g o t to get thirty lbs off

Because it can't take root it has nowhere to go

Letting it all choke up n wither

Evil and if I stay off of it I won't have to gas it profit 

I got a get this weight off definitely stay off of social media I don't wanna be part of our congregation either way 

I honestly just thought it was hot in here 

I got a change my habits my whole lifestyle I got a make changes im exhausted now 

I did I said a prayer 

How to live on a Reservation 

Idk but I'm probably fixing to go to sleep pretty soon 

I wish us the best but I'm chilling this weekend 

Just chilling I'm at work on break right now

That coconut shrimp was good last night 

Definitely not my tribulation 

How to live on a reservation lol

Well it's not getting me on Facebook any faster and definitely not colonizing m y government so I don't see a need to have to petty w it

I need my insurance cards

Nah Really though I'm just chilling we're about to ride to town n get something to eat

Anyway as I was saying I'm fixing to lay down in the AC n take a nap I didn't get much rest 

Making a damn m e s s 

I'm having dinner right now

I got some wildfire manic panic I'ma try it out

That way at pop ups I'm unavailable 

Straight➖

Anyway I just got done cleaning my back porch n stuff 

My babies is still thriving 

These d o feel good 👍🏻

I think I'm ➖👍🏻

Looks kinda long idk two or more aren't gathered 

I wanted to come out here but there's nowhere to park 

I know soon as you get online they in n out trying to find pasture I don't want to c r e a t e a pasture

Trying to keep God that's too over cheesy w a side of macon 🇮🇱

Can't stand us I don't like us 

Salt

I'm just chilling about to go to sleep 

Having a pretty good day just chillin

I like the way I did this 

Probably going to work on something else w snakes I'm resting right now then I'm going to paint 🎨🖌️

Jst chillin ready to go it's Friday n I'm off Monday so 

I can be n still be meeeeeeee

Drying sheets something I'm wonderful at

Anyway just made it home gonna watch some TV n relax 

Welcome to my world

Living in a fucking novel 

Having to entertain I'm not gonna do it here though 

Nothing just a buncha idols in the mood to paint I'm fixing to do something else

A l l day n I have not heard from you 

Idc I don't w a n t your chicken n stars

I don't insure our joy 

Exactly n don't think a damn thing of us

I belong to the Lord so

Novel vanities yeah we're addicted to their practice 

I got a rest while I can before I go out n they multiply in number

Getting my ass away from the novel

They done ate this place up w familiarities I'm fixing to go to my room n go to sleep I don't I deeply do not

Everytime things start to go well we resurrect ourself n our bullshit I'm done I don't want no more of it

I'm good I'm fixing to get rid of this too 

Anything to keep myself at liberty

February 8,1988 

I don't wanna come back I'm straight we're not controlling what I govern 

I'm good ➖

Ppl don't have to like it like I say it's for my personal enjoyment 

I won't blog much more today I'm watching television and eating being a couch tater

I can't sleep yeah well that's a huge reason I'm going to

Got my room candlelit I'm meditating 

I like arts n crafts

Look I found this and painted it it looks like a toe I wanna make a necklace out of it 

And I mean being wrasse not catching croaker 

I'm just chillin like I say I wanna relax this weekend I don't w a n t beef I like fish

It's a good one

I just decorate my room n such

I mean I've seen better stuff painted but it's something I enjoy doing 

Got more paint n canvas I don't have any ideas right now 

And this is my other cat his names Tii

Feel free is so good like for your mood

We're getting along way better I like that

I love me some tiibii

Not going to drink or anything I just wanna take it easy n rest I don't like drinking because I reveal like stuff I keep in my heart n all

Idk just being there because it's so big and there are so many ppl it just makes me blush being there idk why

I pray to God I make it because I only have one point left because of some stuff that couldn't be prevented 

September 23 will be my 90 days

It's fine I'm waiting on this gummy to kick in

I like the job it's just I have so much to take care of I got a get my insurance cards then I'm going to the Dr the dentist n stuff they never mailed mine

I like my job I work at Hyundai Mobis 

I don't want another job it'll be the same thing everywhere it's like I understand if you get paid like five ten dollars more an hour but just leaving because you don't like the ppl or the job it's not a good excuse 

Waiting on my order at chic fila

I am s o resilient 

I love gummies

Idgad what they w a n t they getting salt 🧂

I'm sick of familiar I worship the Lord ✝️

I don't want none of them bitches all over me this weekend I wanna relax ✝️

They taking advantage of w a y too much I don't like their ass a t all

Damn hangin ten I only need one ✝️

Anyway I'm just chillin ready to go 

I'll just go w the first of the ten lol

Outside I feel it coming cheeking this flamethrower 

I'm good n straight trust me ➖

I'm honestly good w out a mammoth and sirloin chops

I'm straight like idk why we keep trying so hard but I'm good ➖

Yeah just Jesus 

I'm exhausted 

I'm gonna do some projects 

I'm pretty sure I'm good ➖

Yeah I'm straight trust me ➖

I'm good➖

Have a wonderful afternoon 

Salt is what we get

Yeah well I do n o t

That wasn't pleasing some 

I only have time to be creative if not hang a fern 

I don't like to sit idle that long why I say 

Never a dull moment 

Gonna bring my sketchbook tomorrow 

(patrons)

Isolation felt weird I'm trying to n e v e r do that again

I don't have any reason to complain about work I do

I can't be around ppl nagging about work that needs to be done

I don't need all that right now so

I'm mowing grass n weed eating now 

Damn sure a shower I wanna be in 

Fixing to get around here n cook then I'll probably just get a shower n watch a movie 

Can't have no toes stuck out

Hash 🥔🥔🥔🥔🥔🥔🥔🥔🥔🥔🥔🥔🥔🥔🥔🥔🥔🥔🥔🥔🥔🥔🥔

And the rest of the day will be spent trying to embarrass me I know 

I've read what I had to pray for the day :

See what I mean it cost me monitoring spirits 

It feels so good in this AC be so glad when it cools off outside

I need to find a church to go to 

Cooking an ahi tuna steak 

Anyway not much to it fixing to watch a movie